Lucille

You know, you and I are about the same age. I'm clearing out irrelevant stuff too. I've put years and years and years into taking time to do all sorts of extra stuff and somehow, priorities are rearranging themselves. This doesn't mean I don't still care for people, I do, very much. But running around and doing projects? That's lost some of its bloom, or at least, it has to take its rightful place in line with the many things I want to do.
You don't have to feel bad that you are rethinking projects which took huge chunks of time and didn't seem to reap what you had thought they would.

I wish you would get rid of the funk and be happier.