Barely Making It....

I hate having to work 33 hours and a paycheck just over 400.00 and part of that which covers the house and finding out where the rest of the money goes besides food. I've already lost my home/auto insurance and the phone will go next and the computer and cell phone are on contracts and will cost more to stop then to keep going and i don't have any money for them anymore so they may be dissconected anyway. I thought about asking my GM at the large casino if i could get a paycheck every week and i could build up that way as apposed to two weeks at a time, but i have to find another job and in this small town it is hard as we are built around prisions, which ive had two interviews for already before another possible hiring freeze and doubtful ill get it as i have learning disabilities that limited what i can do. Ontop of it all a friend i've know for 6mnths or so wants to give me some $ to make my bills straight up without putting it on paper that it's a gift and I won't accept. Being an officer and having money from selling rare snakes must be nice. No worries. Even if i were topped off i couldn't get back on my feet again as each month is the same amount of check that will barely cover two items and were not talking about food either, I buy what i can with my tips when i do work thur-sun and get enough gas to make it to work. Unemployment won't help out either as i inquired about that as well. My bank stopped my curtosy pay so i can't live in the negative anymore like i use to and was able to survive that way,but fees took over that too much,so i have to find out if i can get a overdraft protection loan, if not then i will try a home equity loan if my credit isn't ruined by not paying on time. My own stupidity put me where im at now, just had to get it off my chest before i put something else on it.