Retirement..

You know, this is probably the first time I was unsure about where to post something and also what login to use while posting it. But here goes....

I know I've been dropping hints about my retirement taking place one of these days here and there, and quite honestly I wasn't sure when this would take place, much less HOW. Several months ago someone approached me about buying SerpenCo, and quite honestly at first I was kind of shocked by that idea. Not that anyone would consider buying my business, but that the offer snuck up on me without my expecting it. I thought I would have to advertise it for sale, at least, instead of someone just coming out of the blue to ask ME about it.

Well unfortunately that sale fell apart after months of the buyer talking like this was a done deal and 100 percent certainty, and quite recently as a matter of fact. Truth of the matter is, all during these months the more Connie and I thought about the idea, the better it sounded to us. I sincerely wish the sale had happened, for quite a number of reasons, but it didn't and that is that.

In the meantime, our mindset has been pretty much set in that we were going to be done with this business this year. I discussed this with the buyer, and my goal had been to have him take possession of the the adults and younger snakes directly after the females had finished laying their eggs. This would have been this past week, had things gone according to our plan and his assurances. Then as babies were hatching, they would be shipped to him immediately. So as you can imagine, Connie and I were elated that this year was going to be so much easier than previous years, and our exit would have been easy and simple. When the signed contract did not materialize by the deadline just a few days ago, and I got a "Dear John" email from the buyer, Plan B had to be initiated, as although this deal was dead, not so was our intentions to be done with this. The goal was the same, but our method to getting there obviously needed to be revised.

Part of the extenuating circumstances leading to this decision is the fact that in April of 2008, I went to the emergency room with appendicitis. A lot of thoughts can go through your mind in the short time waiting for the anesthesiologist to come around to put you under. Laying on a gurney can cause a LOT of introspection, believe me. Foremost in my thoughts was, well, if I DON'T come out of this, just what the hell was Connie going to do with all that crap I would be dumping on her? She couldn't possibly handle SerpenCo alone, even if she wanted to. Really, the reptile business just is not her cup of tea, but she has been at my side the entire time throughout. Quite frankly, she has been my right hand man all these years simply because she knew it is what I wanted to do, and she was willing to devote herself completely to my doing just that. In the meantime, she has had surgery on one of her legs from problems stemming from the long hours of working while standing helping me with my business. I am watching her literally kill herself to make certain that I achieve this dream I have had of running a snake breeding business.

So how can I keep on doing that to her in good conscience? How much of HER life am I willing to continue to take from her for what I want to do? Yes, she would continue doing this till the day she dies if I asked her to, but I just cannot, and WILL NOT, do that.

Then there is another perspective of this that I need to consider as well. Connie's health could fail suddenly at any time as well. There are a few aspects of this I have been thinking heavily on. One is that there is just no way I could run this business without her help. Secondly, if she were in the hospital for an extended time, I would need to be at her side, which would mean that SerpenCo would go kaput anyway. That's just the way it would have to be. And lastly, there is no way I want to be at the side of her death bed thinking that I wished to hell I had given her more fun in her life rather than having it all sucked away to help me with this business. Quite frankly, I would just as soon die today then have that experience.

Not to sound like a wimp or anything, but I doubt that most people realize the workload we actually bear up under doing this business. I think we have symptoms of every type of repetitive strain injury that you can possibly imagine. Who would ever have thought that years of opening and closing thousand of deli cups on a weekly basis would damage your wrists and elbows? That standing for hours on end would weaken your knees, hips, and back? That my eyes would start failing and I would need one pair of glasses to see while driving, and then another pair so I could see to read that small print they use for serial numbers on computer equipment? That I can't remember if I washed my hands after I walked away from the sink? That the reason that time seems to be whirling by so quickly these days is because after the hours have passed I don't remember what I did during them? Golden years, my butt!

Frankly, if that sale of SerpenCo had not fallen apart, right now the business would belong to someone else. I had made up my mind to do this, and having seen the glimpse of the light at the end of the tunnel, there really is no turning back now. So yes, I am planning on retiring this year. My goal is that by January 1, 2010, all of the animals will be sold or otherwise disposed of. That is why there will be no "keepers" for 2009, and I am making this "no keepers" policy retroactive to the older animals that I have been growing up for future breeders. There is NO future breeding in store for them here, so there is no reason to keep them around. Certainly I will be selling the adults eventually, but there is still some hope that the buyer may be able to swing buying my business at a lesser amount (money is always an issue, isn't it?) if the business only encompasses the adults rather than all the younger stock. So the adults will not be offered for sale separately until the last possible moment. Quite likely around October or November. Honestly, we will be far too busy with babies pretty shortly anyway to even think about dealing with that additional workload.

If someone would be interested in buying the entire business, lock, stock and barrel, of course I would be interested in discussing that possibility with them. But it doesn't really matter to me either way. There are some tax advantages to my retaining the "SerpenCo" business itself, so I can do this either way and be satisfied with it. I would like to see someone else carry on the SerpenCo brand name, after all the years we put into making it such a well recognized name in this industry. But if the name retires along with us, then so be it. That's just the way it goes.

Will there be regrets? Most certainly. I don't think anyone can give up something they have done for 30 years because they LOVED doing it without regrets. Should I have done things differently? Maybe. But I'm not sure what, and whether things would have been worse or better off. One severe issue has been hiring help around here. Not sure if it is just this particular area we live in, or people in general are not what they used to be in respect to work ethics, but we have always had major headaches trying to hire and keep competent help. Or more accurately, barely passable competent help. We have had some good workers (rare birds indeed), but honestly, cleaning snake cages is just not a life long career path for anyone. And it takes a very rare breed of person to want to tolerate having snakes trying to eat their hands several times a day for a part time job. Had we been able to hire a few people who would be willing and capable of doing what we need to have done HOW we want it done, indefinitely, then yes, I would consider continuing doing this until I dropped. Not sure I could ask that of Connie, but at least with good workers, then the burden would be off her to give all of herself helping me. But at this late date, there is just no way to hope that good workers are only a newspaper ad away any longer.

So with all things considered, this really is the only right thing to do right now.

Of course, the question really is, CAN we survive after retiring? That is a scary question to try to answer honestly. Yes, we do have some money saved up, but will runaway inflation make that worthless? Can we afford to drop a fairly good source of income with the economy being like it is now?

I can only hope this is the right decision. The plans are to take as much money as possible from the sale of the animals and put it towards our retirement. Will it be enough? This is one of those kinds of questions that I won't be able to answer until looking back in retrospect. Just dropping the business will cut our expenses tremendously. Which will certainly help. I am also eligible for my state retirement at the end of January, 2010, but social security (if the federal government isn't bankrupt by then) is still over three years away. Not that either of them are going to be pouring lots of money into our bank account, but it will certainly help somewhat. No, I'm hoping that I can get a reasonable amount of money from the sale of the animals to make a difference. That difference being, of course, maybe 10 years from now Connie and I still kicking and able to be comfortable in our retirement, or 10 years from now us working at the local Walmart just so we can afford to put some food on the table between the retirement checks.

There really are times when I wish I had a crystal ball. I certainly could use one right about now.

As for the websites I run, as long as they are a positive cash flow for me, and I am not digging into my pocket to pay the server bills, upgrades, repairs, and technical help, then they will continue as usual. I'm hoping that they may even be a positive enough cash flow that they will hope with this retirement thing we are going to launch ourselves into. But again, we will just have to see what happens, I guess...

All I can say is...W O W...
I know it takes a lot of soul-searching to reach a decision such as this.
I have nothing but good wishes for your pending retirement!
We will ALL get to that point at some time in our lives.

I can empathize with your situation since I am about your age. I hope that your retirement is a happy time for you and that you find time to do all those things, including kicking back and doing nothing, that you have been too busy to do. Sometimes when we are living life with all its responsibilities, we forget to make time for the important things in life.
You are so blessed to have Connie, she sounds like a wonderful and devoted spouse.

Wishing you the very best Rich.

Good luck Rich, with every decision you make from here on out. I know most won't be easy, but I think you'll be fine. You've got enough friends here to help of course.

Hey Rich, when you gotta go you gotta go. I guess that holds true in most situations. I can only imagine the huge weight this will lift off your shoulders (Connie's too). The industry will definitely miss your presence. I wish both you and Connie all the best and certainly hope you will continue to post here (just as long as you don't become a even bigger meanie with all this new time on your hands).

So what's next for Rich? I don't foresee you sitting around nor hitting the shuffleboard circuit.

What do you have left Rich? 20 maybe 30 good years then you are either physically unable to do what you want or you are worm food.

Do what makes you happy while you still can, this ride will be over much faster than most of us want to admit to ourselves.

I hear ya Rich. As much as love SerpenCo, you can't run yourself and Connie into an early grave to do it.

I'm a bit younger than you and have already had to consider future plans considering our collection, in the event something happened to me, something happened to Lolo or how long we want to lock ourselves to reptile & rodent buildings with quick 4 day weekends every so often ( not often enough really).

I had to consider this since Lolo is 12 years older than me and to be honest, I'd like to spend as much of our remaining years seeing and living life together, not spending the rest of our days cleaning over 100 tubs of reptile or rat crap.

Last year I was sitting in a hospital waiting room for Lolo to have a simple surgery. That surgery turned into Lolo almost bleeding to death on the recovery bed from a vein spasm that loosened the clip causing her to bleed out close to 80% of her blood internally. Doesn't take long for thoughts of " Oh Hell, what will I do without her? " This is a women that is my true opposite and the partner I want to spend as much of the remaining part of my life with that I can. After she recovered and came home, serious discussions were had as to what do we do if something happens.

I can understand completely the decision you and Connie made. The reptile community will be a bit emptier with folks like ya'll that are dedicated to it being active in it and ya'll will be missed. Enjoy your retirement and may fortune smile on you and Connie both.

Good luck with the sales. Congrats on the retirement. Take Connie to a really nice dinner and treat her to a massage NOW while you thinking about how much she does for you.

Let us know if we can help in any way.

Congrats Rich, I am very happy for you and Connie, yet at the same time very sad for the rest of us. Sad for us because this great presence that we, well at least I, have come to count on and look to as a go-to source for information, insight, camaraderie and advice, is going to be stepping aside to let others fill the gap. However, at the same time, happy for you and Connie to be able to take advantage of what you have both worked so hard to accomplish.

I hope that you will both be able to look back on this and honestly say "We could not have done it any better".

I wish you both the very best.