Seamus Haley
Big Game Hunter
Yeah... difficult questions. Ones which might not be answered. Ones which might be a little insulting even though it's not my intention in asking them... Ones which will probably get people kinda angry at me too but... I think they're worth asking because I think the answers might be important.
Rich, are you sick of running/owning Fauna? I know that it's a full time job unto itself that you do in addition to your actual full time occupation, I know it's gotta be a frustrating balancing act that nobody could ever completely catch up to and... I know your attitude towards the site seems to have shifted rather signifigantly so I ask... are you just finally at the end of your rope when it comes to dealing with Fauna headaches? When I registered there was conflict, there was drama, there were site issues and crisis that seemed as if they were the most important thing to ever happen... and you handled it all with a kind of aplomb. You dealt with series issues seriously but you didn't seem to equate serious with personal and didn't *appear* to become so emotionally invested that you were left drained and bitterly apathetic to what you were doing- now you do. Come across that way sometimes anyway; asking things like "Is fauna worth it?" You used to know the answer. You knew you were doing something right, something good and something that had a beneficial impact on an entire industry. You knew how, you knew why and you really were unto yourself a sort of ethical superhero- stopping wrongdoers for the good of the innocent and helping the righteous live better. Kind of an idealized version of it obviously and the nitty-gritty often looked a lot uglier but those WERE and ARE the results. It's impossible to gauge how many people you have saved from wasting money with crooks, how many two bit cons were squashed before they became bigtime cons and how many GOOD PEOPLE have seen their hard worth and proper approach grow into a signifigant business because the truth was spread about them here.
So stuff like is Fauna worth it... HELL YES! There really needs to be some word to describe absolute positive assurance with more strength... Absolutely, unequivically without question, dissenting opinion or the slightest microscopic possibility for any deviation... Fauna is worth it.
Now another tough and unpleasant question. I'm a kinda suspicious bastard and sometimes wonder about certain conclusions which can be drawn if one looks at a situation in a pessimistic way. So... There's a kind of timeline that I have in my head which may or may not be accurate because there are plenty of factors I don't and can't see- which may be the problem. I sign up for Fauna and get to "know" Crusader for Justice and the American Way Rich. A man who knew right from wrong and stood up for it. He stuck around for years right through Crusader for Justice versus Evil Empire where the tyrranical overlord ruling with an iron fist wasn't going to goosestep his way into freedomtown. And it was settled out of court. For an undisclosed amount. Then Crusader for Justice Rich started a time share with that guy who had to ask if Fauna was worth it... The one that's considering charging for the BOI.
I think I have expressed a time or two in the past... I love this site. It represents something bigger than itself and while not everyone may see it that way; I know I am not alone in this view. I've been a lot more confused lately about things I used to be sure about though and there are questions where they didn't used to exist. Here's another tough one... Why is the BOI the useful tool that it is? The answer is definitely not because it charges people who have already lost money on a bad transaction in order for them to go report it. The false login names have never *really* been a problem, anytime anyone tried anything signifigant with one of them (like defending themselves under an assumed name or causing fights) it has ALWAYS been found out. The whole... enough rope to climb out of the hole or enough rope to hang themselves line. Remember it? I do.
So I got to thinking about site costs... they've been an issue lately that's been public. Hard to avoid the topic. The banner advertisers are lined up around the block and there's a waiting list (you really should add another banner slot or two by the way) I've been thinking about donations and bandwdith costs and server space and software upgrades. All that seems to come pretty close to balancing out. Maybe a little money in one direction or another but no signifigant new costs that were not met with additional revenue to keep it, if not profitable, at least not a more signifigant loss than it ever had been before. Except one. There's this unknown additional site related cost in the form of a lawsuit settlement. Is it a big cost? I have no concrete evidence of this but around the same time it was incurred I know I saw a lot more talk about how much it costs to operate Fauna. So I've got these nagging suspicions that lead to conclusions that I don't like.
At this point I'm kind of expecting to be told "None of your damn business." which would be a perfectly legitimate answer if it weren't for the fact that I am being asked for money (Money which I haven't given incidentally, boo at me now). So here comes the REALLY unpleasant question that probably will make me unwelcome here... Rich, how much did you pay to settle that thing? Did you also have to agree to non-disclosure of the specifics? Would you at least be able to tell me (and I guess others) if that settlement is a signifigant portion of the "cost to run fauna" that's being mentioned in all these donation drives and that prompted the user fee discussions? And honestly more importantly... is it a signifigant part of the stress that has caused the change in how you vocally approach site ownership? Would it be waaaaaay out of line to ask to see some specific numbers about server rental costs and banner ad revenue or just how much those donations have added up to... and maybe what the settlement amount was?
There might be a lot of little solutions to little problems. Stuff like multiple logins... that's an easy fix, you have this pool of thousands of registered users who would be happy to back you up with some moderation capabilities should you choose to allow them to. You just have to take your pick (Not me, never me... I'd be a bad moderator and it's NOT what I am suggesting) out of the contestants and get the one(s) who would moderate in the manner users have come to know and respect from your team. A fee isn't the way to solve *that* problem at all and it's... inappropriate... to suggest that it's a reason for considering such a drastic action.
It sounds kinda out of character for me to be asking this but really the one potentially unpleasant question I have to ask... Are you doing alright Rich? 'cause to a casual observer who knows you only through reputation and this site... You don't seem like you are so much. Which leads to a question that IS valid... and that is "Is fauna worth it at the cost of someone's health and general well being?" and that's a tough one to answer. Even tougher to answer in a public forum.
So... with all that said... I am legitimately concerned even if it seems out of character for me to be so (Apparantly I have a kind of reputation) and I ask these things because I think the answers are important. If any answers are approached with the same attitude... It won't hurt and might just help a few things with all these confused and concerned (I'm not the only one, read those subscription threads) members. I may also have insulted someone. I do it accidently sometimes (and intentionally at others) so I'll apologize for that right now I guess... 'cause it's almost guaranteed that *someone* will read what I have written above the wrong way and want to punch me (hopefully not someone important). I suppose I should also express the idea that... maybe *maybe* this thread could avoid turning into a circus at least until after the people (person really, although there are a few mods who's honest input would be most welcome) who I was addressing get a chance to read it and decide if and how they want to respond?
Rich, are you sick of running/owning Fauna? I know that it's a full time job unto itself that you do in addition to your actual full time occupation, I know it's gotta be a frustrating balancing act that nobody could ever completely catch up to and... I know your attitude towards the site seems to have shifted rather signifigantly so I ask... are you just finally at the end of your rope when it comes to dealing with Fauna headaches? When I registered there was conflict, there was drama, there were site issues and crisis that seemed as if they were the most important thing to ever happen... and you handled it all with a kind of aplomb. You dealt with series issues seriously but you didn't seem to equate serious with personal and didn't *appear* to become so emotionally invested that you were left drained and bitterly apathetic to what you were doing- now you do. Come across that way sometimes anyway; asking things like "Is fauna worth it?" You used to know the answer. You knew you were doing something right, something good and something that had a beneficial impact on an entire industry. You knew how, you knew why and you really were unto yourself a sort of ethical superhero- stopping wrongdoers for the good of the innocent and helping the righteous live better. Kind of an idealized version of it obviously and the nitty-gritty often looked a lot uglier but those WERE and ARE the results. It's impossible to gauge how many people you have saved from wasting money with crooks, how many two bit cons were squashed before they became bigtime cons and how many GOOD PEOPLE have seen their hard worth and proper approach grow into a signifigant business because the truth was spread about them here.
So stuff like is Fauna worth it... HELL YES! There really needs to be some word to describe absolute positive assurance with more strength... Absolutely, unequivically without question, dissenting opinion or the slightest microscopic possibility for any deviation... Fauna is worth it.
Now another tough and unpleasant question. I'm a kinda suspicious bastard and sometimes wonder about certain conclusions which can be drawn if one looks at a situation in a pessimistic way. So... There's a kind of timeline that I have in my head which may or may not be accurate because there are plenty of factors I don't and can't see- which may be the problem. I sign up for Fauna and get to "know" Crusader for Justice and the American Way Rich. A man who knew right from wrong and stood up for it. He stuck around for years right through Crusader for Justice versus Evil Empire where the tyrranical overlord ruling with an iron fist wasn't going to goosestep his way into freedomtown. And it was settled out of court. For an undisclosed amount. Then Crusader for Justice Rich started a time share with that guy who had to ask if Fauna was worth it... The one that's considering charging for the BOI.
I think I have expressed a time or two in the past... I love this site. It represents something bigger than itself and while not everyone may see it that way; I know I am not alone in this view. I've been a lot more confused lately about things I used to be sure about though and there are questions where they didn't used to exist. Here's another tough one... Why is the BOI the useful tool that it is? The answer is definitely not because it charges people who have already lost money on a bad transaction in order for them to go report it. The false login names have never *really* been a problem, anytime anyone tried anything signifigant with one of them (like defending themselves under an assumed name or causing fights) it has ALWAYS been found out. The whole... enough rope to climb out of the hole or enough rope to hang themselves line. Remember it? I do.
So I got to thinking about site costs... they've been an issue lately that's been public. Hard to avoid the topic. The banner advertisers are lined up around the block and there's a waiting list (you really should add another banner slot or two by the way) I've been thinking about donations and bandwdith costs and server space and software upgrades. All that seems to come pretty close to balancing out. Maybe a little money in one direction or another but no signifigant new costs that were not met with additional revenue to keep it, if not profitable, at least not a more signifigant loss than it ever had been before. Except one. There's this unknown additional site related cost in the form of a lawsuit settlement. Is it a big cost? I have no concrete evidence of this but around the same time it was incurred I know I saw a lot more talk about how much it costs to operate Fauna. So I've got these nagging suspicions that lead to conclusions that I don't like.
At this point I'm kind of expecting to be told "None of your damn business." which would be a perfectly legitimate answer if it weren't for the fact that I am being asked for money (Money which I haven't given incidentally, boo at me now). So here comes the REALLY unpleasant question that probably will make me unwelcome here... Rich, how much did you pay to settle that thing? Did you also have to agree to non-disclosure of the specifics? Would you at least be able to tell me (and I guess others) if that settlement is a signifigant portion of the "cost to run fauna" that's being mentioned in all these donation drives and that prompted the user fee discussions? And honestly more importantly... is it a signifigant part of the stress that has caused the change in how you vocally approach site ownership? Would it be waaaaaay out of line to ask to see some specific numbers about server rental costs and banner ad revenue or just how much those donations have added up to... and maybe what the settlement amount was?
There might be a lot of little solutions to little problems. Stuff like multiple logins... that's an easy fix, you have this pool of thousands of registered users who would be happy to back you up with some moderation capabilities should you choose to allow them to. You just have to take your pick (Not me, never me... I'd be a bad moderator and it's NOT what I am suggesting) out of the contestants and get the one(s) who would moderate in the manner users have come to know and respect from your team. A fee isn't the way to solve *that* problem at all and it's... inappropriate... to suggest that it's a reason for considering such a drastic action.
It sounds kinda out of character for me to be asking this but really the one potentially unpleasant question I have to ask... Are you doing alright Rich? 'cause to a casual observer who knows you only through reputation and this site... You don't seem like you are so much. Which leads to a question that IS valid... and that is "Is fauna worth it at the cost of someone's health and general well being?" and that's a tough one to answer. Even tougher to answer in a public forum.
So... with all that said... I am legitimately concerned even if it seems out of character for me to be so (Apparantly I have a kind of reputation) and I ask these things because I think the answers are important. If any answers are approached with the same attitude... It won't hurt and might just help a few things with all these confused and concerned (I'm not the only one, read those subscription threads) members. I may also have insulted someone. I do it accidently sometimes (and intentionally at others) so I'll apologize for that right now I guess... 'cause it's almost guaranteed that *someone* will read what I have written above the wrong way and want to punch me (hopefully not someone important). I suppose I should also express the idea that... maybe *maybe* this thread could avoid turning into a circus at least until after the people (person really, although there are a few mods who's honest input would be most welcome) who I was addressing get a chance to read it and decide if and how they want to respond?

or get off the pot.