Sirengarg
Keeper of Iffy Creatures
So after 7 months of "trying", we are finally there! Its been a crazy train there.
I say it like that because, my boyfriend was told by his doctor he was "borderline sterile". His swimmers just weren't up for the long swim. He had been trying for years with his ex-wife and nothing happened. So we didn't hold out a lot of hope that it could happen on its own. He had called his doctor a few weeks ago and spoke about fertility treatment options. After 3 months of tracking my ovulation to time it just right, and it didn't work, we kinda just said f-it and stopped being conscious of it and do just what comes naturally.
I was 5 days late, which I've been 4 days late and then Aunt Flow pops up, so I didn't think much of it. Then last night, my mood totally crashed. I was just disconnected. Not even George Carlin could make me laugh. I wasn't in a bad mood, just was out of it, I didn't feel tired as in wanting to sleep, but I didn't want to move or do anything. He asked if I might be pregnant and I dismissed it. But after a hour, I asked him to go buy me a test. 2 lines! My mood completely did a 360 then lol!
But omg, there is so much to do now!!! I estimated I am 5 weeks. I am making an appt for Thurs.
This isn't my first child, I have a 12 year old daughter. But when I was pregnant and had her, I was a single mom. I had my parents as a support system, but its not the same as having your man, the dad, there for you. And it feels so awesome to know I'm not doing this alone.
I say it like that because, my boyfriend was told by his doctor he was "borderline sterile". His swimmers just weren't up for the long swim. He had been trying for years with his ex-wife and nothing happened. So we didn't hold out a lot of hope that it could happen on its own. He had called his doctor a few weeks ago and spoke about fertility treatment options. After 3 months of tracking my ovulation to time it just right, and it didn't work, we kinda just said f-it and stopped being conscious of it and do just what comes naturally.
I was 5 days late, which I've been 4 days late and then Aunt Flow pops up, so I didn't think much of it. Then last night, my mood totally crashed. I was just disconnected. Not even George Carlin could make me laugh. I wasn't in a bad mood, just was out of it, I didn't feel tired as in wanting to sleep, but I didn't want to move or do anything. He asked if I might be pregnant and I dismissed it. But after a hour, I asked him to go buy me a test. 2 lines! My mood completely did a 360 then lol!
But omg, there is so much to do now!!! I estimated I am 5 weeks. I am making an appt for Thurs.
This isn't my first child, I have a 12 year old daughter. But when I was pregnant and had her, I was a single mom. I had my parents as a support system, but its not the same as having your man, the dad, there for you. And it feels so awesome to know I'm not doing this alone.
