You can ban me again if you want... but i can no longer sit back without the chance to explain myself. No doubt you will laugh at my post. But im sincere when I post this.
These are the facts. I am not a bad guy. I suffered from a drug addiction for a few years after I got out of the military due to depression and a bad divorce. I have since gotten help and kicked the habit. I lost literally everything as well as my child and freedom due to bad choices involving reptiles, giving up on life and drugs.
Recently I used fake names...this was due to wanting to build up my reputation in a positive light again and the fear of you guys banning me before i was able to do so... I understand the extreme distrust and anger from many of you. And to be honest, its justified and you have that right. I cant fault you one bit. I wouldnt trust me either. But as a man that wants to move on from the past and be a contributing part of the herp community again as I once was, I just want a chance to bounce back from the total piece of trash I was.
Reptiles are literally my only passion these days. Im not here to rip anyone off. No matter how hard that is to believe its the facts. I sold a man on here some retics the other day on here and was unable to deliver due to the holiday. So i refunded him the money.
Feel free to ask me anything you want. But i am here to make amends and move forward. I did not make this thread to argue or for accusations. I made it to talk. Thats it.
These are the facts. I am not a bad guy. I suffered from a drug addiction for a few years after I got out of the military due to depression and a bad divorce. I have since gotten help and kicked the habit. I lost literally everything as well as my child and freedom due to bad choices involving reptiles, giving up on life and drugs.
Recently I used fake names...this was due to wanting to build up my reputation in a positive light again and the fear of you guys banning me before i was able to do so... I understand the extreme distrust and anger from many of you. And to be honest, its justified and you have that right. I cant fault you one bit. I wouldnt trust me either. But as a man that wants to move on from the past and be a contributing part of the herp community again as I once was, I just want a chance to bounce back from the total piece of trash I was.
Reptiles are literally my only passion these days. Im not here to rip anyone off. No matter how hard that is to believe its the facts. I sold a man on here some retics the other day on here and was unable to deliver due to the holiday. So i refunded him the money.
Feel free to ask me anything you want. But i am here to make amends and move forward. I did not make this thread to argue or for accusations. I made it to talk. Thats it.