when the package was delivered, i told her to take pictures of everything just in case of doa, so no this was not pre-meditated. the animals were not moving and appeared to me dead. i then reacted imidiatly with my claim. she put them in the tanks, hoping maybe the heat and water would bring them back....i was extremey doubtful of this. early the next morning she checked on them and they were barely moving. through this time, i had responded to many emails from you. i hadnt talk to her until that afternoon when she told me. around that time i figured ok well now i look like an asshole for the emails i sent you. then i figured let it fade away....when i responded on constrictors about " forgive and forget...in this case forget" rather then tell you (after argueing about this). at some time reading your emails about the signature release thing, i figured yea, i guess im wrong for not removing it. i will admit after i found they were alive, the thought struck my mind and i went with it....for a short time. then i thought, you got your money, i got what i ordered and hoped if i shut my mouth it would fade away...rather then contact you. i guess all i can say is pride got the best of me and i didnt want to admit that i was wrong with the whole policy thing and then finding out they some how where alive.
the reason i said "forgive and forget...in this case forget"
im as wrong as 2 boys (cencored)......and when i thought about all this i think saturday afternoon, i felt like crawling into a foxhole to just hide from it all. trust me, being out here you have alot of time to think, no ones mind can always be focused on the mission at hand, the mind tends to fade to other things in order to not think about the apparent things. i learned from this, maybe i shouldnt be so quick to react to things and get my facts straight before making myself look like an (cencored). im sorry for the trouble i caused and in your exact words "my ignorance". ive always been one to just wait for my problems to fade away, and in reality....i have another problem. i really dont know what else to say except im sorry i (cencored) up. you have no idea how long ive been sitting here deciding wether or not to click the send button on this email because of pride but id rather do whats right (click)