smokedopeandrap
New member
So you had youre head busted open at least you survived it.It might not have happend if you had been straped up.I can remember numerous times that i would not be here today if i wasnt heated.I am not the type to bust out everytime i got down just when it came down to my life.I always think about what i have done and pray for forgivness everyday.I have alot of nightmares from what what ive done and i always think im going to hell.But i am changing maybe not overnight but it is happening. I remember 1 time i was caught slippin in hoovers neighborhood and i got stomped and throughn in the trunk of their car.It seemed like i was dreaming.I just rember hearing the music real loud then it stopped.The car stopped and i heard them get out of the car and 1 said to the other what about that (rymes with trigga)(i dont want anymore warning points)in the trunk the other guy said he aint going nowhere.I was kicking and punching the trunk for what seemed like hours.Then the trunk poped open and i ran .I ran for about 20 min. before i called for a ride.In reality it was only 1 hour.I had 2 busted ribs and a gash over my eye that took 46 stiches.I still to this day believe GOD opened the trunk for me.I wont even say what happened when i saw the same broham a few weeks later.I have had all kinds of times that if i wasnt carrying i would be dead right now and i dont think i KNOW.I still go to the neighborhood to kickback with the homies but i try not to get caught up in the mix.I know that i have people that will be there for me anytime just on a word but im trying to live so i dont have to.I dont want to watch my back everywhere i go carry a strap have to worrie about my family because of me.What i am trying to say is no matter what anyone thinks they will never know me or my life just as i will never know you guys.I am just trying to change my life and stay out of trouble.
so that Mitch or Aaron or whoever else he might be 
