varnyard said:
Denise, you need not worry about me, if you think I would ruin my reputation over your test results, then no, you don't know me. But you can ask anyone who does know me, I do not play that game.
You misunderstand me. I am not worried about you, or really anyone. I'm a hobbyist first and foremost, this isn't my living, my dragons are PETS. I am frustrated, incredibly frustrated, by this whole subject.
I've made my position clear on this since the very first time I responded to a thread, I'm just one person trying to make the right decisions for me. I haven't told anyone what to do, I haven't made any judgments about people who believe differently, I've just given my opinion and tried to be very clear that it was just my opinion.
I have also NOT claimed that I am 100% clear of this virus. At first testing, I had one dragon come back positive. Since then I have had 2 more test positive, the 2 that later tested positive I had already adopted out, but I'm the one who paid to have them tested, because it was my responsibility.
I'm not a "big" breeder, I don't have 100 lizards, so having 3 dragons test positive has been huge for me personally.
All the dragons currently in my home have tested negative both on Fecal EM and PCR testing. Does that mean I can be 100% sure that I am not also affected? No, and I have NEVER said any different. The ONLY thing I've ever claimed is that I'm doing what I feel I have to do to protect my dragons, and that means I test.
I don't think its an accident that all the people that have come out and strongly advocated for testing has been attacked. I've tried to stay out of it as much as possible, and not once have I mentioned where the dragons I had that tested positive came from because my goal here is not to HURT anyone.
I'll tell you right now that I'm not into being controversial, I stay out of the drama if at all possible, but once people start calling my vet, then I start to get angry. It gets worse, I've been forwarded emails from people and been told by others that people are specifically trying to get their hands on my test results, but they didn't come to me first and ask, and really, if it hadn't been for all the sneaky stuff, I might feel a bit more cooperative right now.
Then I had someone CALL me on the phone to tell me that they were told that there were plans to people to buy babies from me than attack me on this forum and accuse me of selling positive babies. How the HECK do you defend against something like that?
I've been involved in this thread for months, and have yet to say anything negative about anyone, I even jumped to Sandfires defense when the first fingers got pointed their way and warned of the dangers in pointing fingers at people. In return, my name has been dragged through the mud by people who have no clue who I am, and don't even have the minimal respect to pick up the phone and deal with me directly, but I don't think the goal here is the truth, I think that anyone who vocally supports testing is a target, and the behind the scenes smear jobs are pretty pathetic. I've never engaged in them, anyone who knows me or has done business with me knows that, and in the end, the one thing I know for sure, is that at the end of this mess, I'll still be standing in the exact same position I'm in now because I've been nothing but honest.